From the recording Love on the Radio

Lyrics

I lay awake, two-thirty in the morning still you lay, no change
And I won’t leave no matter what the doctors say
I won’t live without you in my arms, no way
Because I’m no good without you by my side

I’m so lost
I have faded on my cross
And I will bear all I know
Until your burden becomes my own

And I find pleasure in the pain
I find calmness in the rain
I’m no good oh I’m not sane
I don’t know why I find pleasure in the pain

Losing touch, losing hope I swear I didn’t start with much
But something deep inside me won’t let me give up
Not without a fight, you know I’m right, so right
I’m so wrong without you by my side

I’m so lost
I have faded on my cross
And I will bear all I know
Until your burden becomes my own

And I find pleasure in the pain
I find calmness in the rain
I’m no good oh I’m not sane
I don’t know why I find pleasure in the pain